recovery

i have much to talk about.as jerri blank would scream "i got somethin to saaaaaaaaaaay",but i'm not quite ready,still processing and reflecting and crying.i will tell you i am completely in love with all types of trunkfish.....and a special filefish who resides under ramon's dock.if you see him tell him i miss him terribly

belize

i'm going back in 3 days.open to love in it's many forms but with my heart more protected,having learned the same lesson again.i will get married to myself,laugh with friends,bask in the beauty,eat "sunday dinners" every day and on and on and on.so much to do before i leave,but am smiling all the while.

facebook

i have neglected my blog because i am obsessed with facebook!

halloween

a sampling of the past couple of weeks.my wimpy pigtails are now gone,replaced by something resembling ellen degeneres' hair now.not bad.but i still worry i look like a boy-see past posts containing garfield cake for one of several sources of the fear.look how cute cleo is-i like the joel-peter witkin type blurred cleo.my car.and last but not least,

l'baby(brad gets all the credit for this perfect name)

yes it really happened!!!

i am still in shock.i still get goosebumps remembering tuesday night around 10:30pm when we finally began to believe that things could change.i just really have love in my heart for him and all that he believes in.oh and a note to the mccain(less than 10 total)supporters in my life:he does have a u.s birth certificate(duh),he is not a muslim,and wow there were no riots at all,only joyous celebrations.boo ya!

one sign that i need to move to belize